Snail-like but definitively we creep to the "Beloved
Land", The Paradise, The Land of Lot, our destination.
Snail-like but sure we creep to test and peace or to the "rest in peace" garden e.g. Eden, lying behind the Church and go back to where we once
came from, back to the dust or the filthy lucre that changes itself into sand due to different plaques that ravaged (harassed) our Mother.
During the Egyptian time it was the grasshoppers and now about 2000 years
later (one aeon) mankind overtook this role and grew to a human plaque.
Snail-like but finally the watch of the time-ghost "Lucifer" creeps from midnight to the hour zero.
It is the hour of "youme"; the hour of the truth for you and me.Snail-like and certain we build our self totally unconsciously of what we are doing, a huge mirror, the mirror of truth, the mirror of
reality.
We build our self the mirror in which we not only will see finally our own "childlike - mankind" attitude that made us to our Luciferian being (the creator of "luz "/light and fire), but
also a mirror from which we will receive the delivered words, due to what we have the rights to cry : "Oh my God, wir haben es nicht gewusst".
Yes!
Then will we cry as being the child-like nation of the
German dream of Hitler : looking for the Paradise on earth in the mirror attitude of his dream.
Then we will see that the mirror of this old faith that we now condemn as black, because good and bad are both a
big distance from the Church that always stays in the middle (center).
Snail-like and cruelly certain we receive again our consciousness as being the result of our craving to re-search the truth again, which was
searched and found already in the ancient times when the Tree of the Apple of Wisdom was overloaded.
Yes, re-search!
We research all like a child researches, because he don't believe his parents' truth.
'Man-kind' like!
But this is totally comprehensible because since the time "stepping out of the Paradise" once, we seemed to evolve successfully to counteract our self created enemies that threatened us
with death.
Owing to a complex play of destination, I was planted and planned on earth to build this mirror myself.
I saw myself and my fellow-man in it and became confided to the secret of the beloved paradisal
Land of Lot/cosmic well-being/it's perpetüum mobilé of eternal life/the play of va et viens/the play of attract and repulse.
A forerunner or a predecessor?
It can be that you will see it like that, but with the
same rights I can name it a back-runner or a de-decessor.
It was my fear, seeing in my fellow-man firstly in the attitude/earthly "status" of duty and "charity"-man and/or doctor, that we
"evolute" and/or revolute in an crazy speed to a total chaos inside e.g. in a fast increasing illness of body and sole.
I became aware that one of the causes of this process was my own doctor-ship due to
which, I re-found the ancient Tao Truth that "charity and duty" destroy a society.
All life fears I received and/or "inherited" from my father, also a doctor, for whom living life was one huge
psychosis of thousands fears.
I was planned planted on earth at the summit of his fears. I was during the Second World War in the center of destroyed Rotterdam.
Like a dominant child always lives life in his
fathers mirror believe, I handled his fears oppositely.
There where he searched for protection, my whole life became one huge battle of falling down and erecting again.
I don't tell you here how this is the
general play fixed in our genes, because it's only ballast, which restrains you in living life.
Studying to be a medical specialist did absolutely not satisfy my immoderate obsession to knowledge in order to govern
his and my fears.
Unfortunately it was the opposite and I felt even more lost than before.
So I developed myself - like my grandfather - like a real researcher, a searcher to mankind's suffer that already
appeared to be known all, long… longtime ago.
Even more I found due to knowledge of others and own investigations on patients, even bigger my feeling of powerlessness did grow with as a result that from time to time
the plugs of my thinking frame /my own computer burned down.
Owing to aging with as result a decreasing life-energy and/or life power, this thinking frame (conditional brain-reflexes that once separated my thinking
from deep knowing) became destroyed snail-like progressively and definitively.
Owing to this break down, I came more and more in real contact with my own genius genes sampled and enlightened as for-fathers of my huge
evolutionary process.
Firstly my grandfather - a world-famous scientist - passed by and told me about his fights during his medical career on earth as well as his view living in eternal life.
All his stories and
explanations were the mirror-side of our visions and experiments on my fellow-man (patients) made clear that this was much more the truth, than the rules I once learned at University level.
Afterward this seemed to
be also a general cosmic play of genes, separated in DNA chains and its photonegative RNA.
It's comparable with the right side of the brain and the left one, representing respectively DNA being and RNA attitude or
our Zodiac birth-sign and its ascendant.
After my aging continued and my life scares increased my grandfather disappeared again and an old wise monk appeared to me telling the cosmic explanation of the
"star-child" Jesus, who stand on earth, but mentally lived life far away from earth.
And after this monk in a black habit disappeared…
Deeper and deeper I felt down in the caverns of my own
evolutionary process and the faces of my for-fathers became totally invisible.
Now I look into the world and it astonishes me more and more.
There where I became seized by powerless fury seeing the madness how we
handle life in the past, this attitude slowly became overtaken by surprise of the immense value of the play of…
Ah!
Whenever you want to name it God, name it Cosmic Intelligence or even name it Universe :
meaning "everything is the opposite".
I can remember - like it was yesterday -, the fall of the Berlin Wall : once was built to introduce a definite frontier between East and West e.g. a definite frontier
between yin and yang of Mother Earth, for-seen by the old prophet Buddha.
It was a huge fête and all over the world the flags were hanging on top.
I closed myself up in my own bunker (my house) and was deeply depressed.
Then I knew definitively that earthly life was growing to its end-phase and that we reached the point of our last breath.
After the
hang-over of this "gala-festival" was gone and daily life continued, I had no other possibility to catch my pen and paper : the only weapon for somebody who is made to mouth-death.
I had seen into the
entire body that within the cells a constant play of yin and yang (or DNA and RNA) existed.
I had seen also that in these individual cells this play of yin and yang is the only condition of life continuation
individually.
I had seen that at the moment that yang overrules the yin part totally an explosive uncontrolled cell-growth was the result what we named cancer and results to a snail-like exhaustion lading to death.
Owing to this all I saw in my own build mirror, I already was absolutely certain of the old search and foundations that all life cycles were totally comparable in the Universe.
Of course - I think it's normal -
I also hoped till then against better knowing, the constant illusion of thinking.
But after seeing the fall of the Berlin Wall leading to a fall of or overgrowth of yang to yin, I became convinced that mankind would
grow to a cancerous plague in the life cycle of all living specimens.
Then I knew for sure that the explanations of my genius gene-side monk-living on the same level as Jesus Christ predicted the only truth about our
future.
Of course - I think it's normal - my cry to all media was valued as being the fairy-tales of a mad man.
The festival was too huge for it.
And still the capitalistic evidences are not explored totally
and rise day by day.
Like everything goes snail-like and in the meantime so fast, I can't reconstruct anymore of this event that was also my definite breakdown of my hope against better knowing.
Also this process e-volutes during time figured by high tides and low tides.
The last breath follows after a period of restraining ex breathing.
This period of restrain induces a sampling of energy, due to which
children blow out the wax-candles of their birthday cake.
t's that sampling of energy due to which we become able to blow out the life-candle as well.
It's this sampling of energy resulting in overwhelming
profusion and luxury that can protect us against thousand and more fears that are the result of gene "re"-volution only.
Bigger and bigger my astonishment rises.
Bigger and bigger my astonishment rises
by seeing that we all are totally unconscious of our own growth to consciousness.
The only barrier to stay seeing blind for it is our own Ego-coat e.g. self-defense and/or individual proud.
Bigger and
bigger rises my astonishment that snail-like mankind definitively grow to a conscious consciousness in the meantime.
Undoubtedly my biggest astonishment is definitively, that everything was for-seen already long…
longtime ago; in a time that the Apple Tree of Wisdom really was full and overloaded.
And still this knowledge is thousand times bigger than our mankind's second childhood attitude due to which we restrained to be
real children of mother earth.
With upper astonishment I see that this growth to conscious consciousness absolutely does not come out of the edges of science, but from our growth of individualism that induces a
growing feeling of loneliness.
This growth to conscious consciousness arises again out of our gene-experiences of life in the past from which the Bible says that at the end of our days the dead people will come out
of their graves again.
The growth to conscious consciousness intensifies due to the adulteration of the word like adults adulterate the truth of being by manipulation/= thinking.
Owing to this adulteration of our
words, we are not able to communicate anymore and this increases the feeling of total loneliness only.
Owing to all these processes together with the word-wide censure of speaking about life essentials openly, (I
named it elsewhere "hope pills"), I look into a world that slowly grows to one huge monastery of billions of people who are packed together.
All these billions of monks' walk totally separated from
their environment circling and circling like cycle thoughts around the hot apple pie of truth.
I see the world as evolving to one huge group of meditating people to search for an exit of earthly Hell and/or a
research of Universal Paradise.
They all walk and meditate in a huge and quiet desperation with restraining ex-breath.
In one of the articles about our end of times I told the story of our last breath individually
due to which we all - nobody excepted - will enter Paradise again : a Land of Plenty where Rest and Peace are present.
Unfortunately 80% of these stories are in Dutch language and I only can hope that I will find
once a earthly monk who will step out of his own "circle thoughts", walk for a while to walk beside me in this "Hell-like" Paradise on earth.
At the moment that such a monk will pass by, we (he
and I) will tell you more about the huge tasks of mankind to hold the cosmic perpetuüm mobilé eternally running.
Till that time you have to handle with thàt what I present you.
But whenever this not will happen,
it's also the play of the Universe in which co-incidence don't exist.
It is what it is.
One thing is definite.
Earlier or later we all find our consciousness back again.
That's the plenty's of awareness and not of materialism as we all think now.
We all enter the beloved Land of Plenty, the Paradise.
